The more I try to fly the more I feel that I am standing on a marshy land. I keep thinking of all the things happening to me and I feel that I am getting inside the mud and it kind of makes me worried. I feel like a bird flying aimlessly in the sky. I know what I am doing today but I am so far away from my long term goals. Well, in my complete life God has given me so many opportunities to understand that human planning has no importance in front of his planning. So sometimes I really questioned myself that whether I should Plan anything or should live the life as it come to me...A day to day living ..
Sometimes I feel pity on myself and sometime I am angry with me for not trying anything. But when I try for anything things doesn’t turn in my favor (80% of the time). However with a recent happening in my life I completely feel that I should stop trying for any change. It only makes my present more pathetic. I always keep on saying that God has some more interesting plans so he keeps altering my plans frequently. I trust him...He is preparing me for not so good days. Enjoying...I hope I will find my answers very soon..He is only asking me to keep faith and have patience..
Om Sai Ram..
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